my weekends had finally ended.

new week is coming.

sat..

as usual maths and den band.

den go work.

den got ndp rehearsal.

road block.

so no party.

no customer too.

we all sit there and 'pa bang'

means hit mosquito.

reallie lor.

can sit down and talk all u wan.

haa.

den finish work at 2300.

same as jun.

we took amzi van home.

den jun last min suddenly decide to eat durian at geylang.

haa.

nice.

jun lied to mi.

she bluff mi..!

mi the most stupid thing is.

i 101% believe her.

omg.

wat can i sae is.

im too stupid liao.

haa.

anyway,

its juz a joking matter.

nth serious.

=D

sun..

working at 1000.

but too bad i woke up at 0900.

lol.

and i reached store at 1030.

lotsa ppl.

think wc over all come back eat breakfast liao.

last 2 weeks i work sun morning oso pa bang.

lol.

den conducted 2 parties.

den on floor.

pc.

shld be punching out at 2000.

my pretty ah moi siew wah dun let mi off.

omg.

work till 2100.

i still can tahan.

till 2200.

wah!

bth.

go mgr room sit.

den siew wah still can ask mi.

wat happen to mi.

omg.

den i tell her im tired lah.

lol.

den she asked ken take over mi i punch out lor.

haa.

tats my pretty ah moi.

=D

den so kind of mi.

dunno wat happen to mi.

no one ask mi help to key emc.

i auto help.

lol.

think i too tired den sot liao.

coz im oso waiting for jun to go home together.

she finish at 2300.

den went off at 2330.

she took a cab and send mi home.

=)

if i noe i dun ask jun y she did not put my name on thurs schedule.

so now im working on thurs liao.

haa.

den fri going to send davit and dedy off.

they going back indo liao.

ya.

kinda sad.

oh ya!

my malay is improving everyday when im working.

now i can sort of understand malay conversation.

and guess wat.

dunno y got crews and riders talking to mi in malay!!

omg!

lol.

i will try to learn and talk to them in malay too.

LOL!!

=D

next sun jun working m shift.

till 5.

she will wait for mi.

i suppose to work till 2000.

she sae she will let mi off aft my last party.

so she no need to wait so long.

haa.

if ur last decision is to leave.

i wun stop u.

i wun be tat selfish to stop u from persueing ur own future.

i will respect ur decision.

i will support wat u are going to do in the future.

of coz i will be sad.

but.

we are friends.

once we are friends.

forever we are friends.

correct?

todae lesson at 1010.

rf de elearning.

now week 13 den i realise my name beside the namelist.

tat teacher wrote 'shirley'

means my teacher mistaken i told him to call mi 'shirley'

omg!

so he had been calling mi 'shirley' since week 1 till now.

lol.

=D

oso finish my rf assignment early.

same.

waited for my ai ren for lunch.

so stayed there to surf net lor.

den 1200 went for lunch.

aft lunch.

telecomm tutorial.

aft tutorial.

break.

we stayed in the tutorial.

playing games and rot there lor.

aft break.

simulation lab.

did revision for our lab test.

when tat idiotic bobdog gave us back our lab2 to lab6.

den i realise i forgot how to do lab2 liao.

jialat.

gonna practice on coming fri.

if not lab test sure die de.

michelle and jo left early.

i still stay.

stay till 1800 lor.

den go off.

den went to meet JUNE!!!

haa.

met her at srg to pass her the jy dxo tix.

ya.

happie to see her.

quite long nv meet up le lor.

next week?

ya.

hopefully..

=)

weekends coming liao.

im bz again.

tml maths 0900 to 1100.

shld be going band aft maths.

den working at 1500 till 2300.

got ndp rehearsal!!!

siao liao.

gonna be damn bz!

argh!!

sundae?

working lor.

wat else.

think working at 0900 ba if im not wrong.

den shld be staying till 2300.

yup.

im more and more confuss.

shld i or shld i not.

i reallie dunno.

gif mi somemore time ba.

and i shall see how things goes.

todae sch started at 0800.

our mobile application teacher on leave liao.

go give birth.

den tat heh heh heh took over.

i got prob wif my coding.

he came over to helped mi.

and.

im done wif my sms project liao!

haa.

but its not wat i wanted lah.

wat i wanted was more chim.

but i now den finish the basic.

got no time to do my advance de liao.

so forget it lor.

haa.

den michelle oso got his help and completed her project too.

den sum shem sae tat this heh heh heh more easier to bluff.

lol.

ya.

=D

aft mobile application was wireless de elp.

did some qns tat we had studied for common test.

den i dunno how to do liao.

wah piang.

common test juz over den i return to teacher liao.

jialat lor mi.

haa.

we finished ard 1100.

but i still hafta wait for ai ren lesson end at 1200 for lunch.

so stayed at elp to surf net.

was surfing halfway.

damn tired.

i slp there.

pro ah mi.

lol.

den finish ard 12 liao.

called up ai ren met her and her class ones for lunch.

yup.

den aft lunch went for tat mobile application de lecture.

tat heh heh heh lor.

jialat!

he regconize mi liao.

he walked into the LT.

he saw mi.

den he ask mi.

'ur project can work liao?'

i replied.

'ya can liao'

he ans.

'ok.. save it properly ah.'

i replied.

'ya in my thumbdrive liao.'

wah siao liao.

high profile le.

sian.

-_-

lol.

den hor the whole lecture i obviously did not listen lah.

i go for the sake of going lor.

haa.

den towards the end.

zhao was telling and ai ren abt his story.

kinda pity him.

but is still his choice.

no one can stop him.

but..

hmm...

den aft lect.

mi finish sch liao.

i went home lor.

den working at 1700.

i noe i will be working wif joey.

ok lah.

at least someone im close wif.

den i oso noe overnight is june.

ya.

of coz im happy to see her.

den when she reach ard 2100.

i shouted.

'junaina!!'

tats wat i always do when i see her.

den she will normally shou back my name.

but todae dun haf.

she juz look at mi and ask.

'ya y?'

my heart as if juz fell from the top mountain to the bottom of the bottom.

im damn sad lor.

aft tat i all the while no mood liao.

i noe sth wrong wif her.

i did not went to ask her.

until she came to talk to mi.

she told mi tat she is veri sad.

den i told her tat i noe.

i can see.

den she continue.

'i feel like... ...'

even before she got the chance to finish her sentence.

i noe wat she wana sae.

den i shouted.

'I SAE NO NO NO!!!'

hais.

den more sad ba.

PLUS!!!

she told mi abt my friendster photos.

i felt more guilty and sad.

hais.

'sayang.. i reallie wanted to cry on the spot when u sae tat u noe'

ya.

reallie i wanted to cry.

she dunno.

i did not tell her.

i juz hold back my tears lor.

my mood reallie went down and down and down...

den aft tat she came and told mi tat she is juz joking.

she dun mean it tat way.

i noe she is juz joking.

but i dunno y im taking it tat so seriously.

ya.

u can juz sae im a veri sensative ger.

i admit.

till now.

im still sad abt tat SMALL matter.

hais.

sensative suet..

b4 i left store.

i checked my sat schedule.

working from 1500.

i looked whos the mgr.

i saw june's name.

ya.

of coz im happy lah.

den i ask her.

'june u working on sat ah?'

den she replied mi.

'no lah i wana take mc'

i was like..

wtf.

den i told her.

'ok lor.. den i oso mc'

den she shocked!

haa.

ya.

i noe she was joking.

den she was telling mi.

'i better see u b4 i reach'

btw.

she working at 1400 and im working at 1500.

den i told her.

'hello! i think i shld see u b4 i reach'

hais.

cant blame her oso ba.

she is oso stress i think.

i juz hope tat she wun... ...

anyway.

i got back all my common test results liao.

i reallie need to thank god.

going to temple next week liao.

=P

i reallie dun expect to get such good grades.

telecomm: B

wireless: B+

rf engineering: C

maths: B

im juz simply freaking stunned wif my results lah.

haa.

tats good lah.

can i sae its my hardwork tat pays off?

sian.

assignment and project and presentation and lab test coming!

but i got my way to settle it.

haa.

my mobile application wireless LAN assignment and its report im taking from yuwei.

den edit and modify here and there become mine liao.

den my comm skills presentation as i had said im taking di's topic to present.

same.

edit and modify here and there become our grp's liao.

pro ah we all.

lol.

=D

sayang.

juz bcoz wat u said juz now.

i deleted 2 photos.

ya.

juz bcoz of u ba.

i reallie dun wan to to be mistaken.

i wan u to be happy to go work and when u see mi.

i noe u are joking.

u dun mean it.

but.

sorry.

too bad i took it tat hard already.

so i had to do tat to make myself feel better.

ya.

hope we will work happily on sat and sun k?

i will wait for u till 2300 den we go home together.

dun worry.

i will acc u.

=)

but too bad my sayang shld be dun haf the chance to read this ba...

todae lesson started at 1010.

comm skills.

aft tat lunch wif di and those guys.

aft lunch we all went to chiong the comm skills equiz.

1st try got 11.5/20

2nd try got 16/20

ok lah.

most ppl got 16 mah.

haa.

den went for NE.

went there to watch a 'movie'.

den gave names of our grp.

tat all.

haa.

end ard 1415.

my maths at 1500.

sian again!

-.-

noe 2 of modules results le.

rf engineering i got a C~!!!

OMG!!

seriously i cant believe it lor.

all the while aft the paper till b4 i noe my results juz now.

i tot i will fail.

but i did not fail.

not a D but a C!!!

thank god man!

=)

den my wireless.

haa.

my class having a useless lecturer and tutor.

did not attend lect.

i can still manage to get a B+.

wahaha!!!

as wat i had said.

if i pass this module.

im not going to the lect again!

lol.

=D

now left wif telecomm results.

*pray hard

our tutor sae tat no one fail in my class.

hope can get a good grade.

but.

i wun put high hope on this module.

hopefully C and above ba.

=)

seriously.

im think im still not ready for a new relationship ba.

i really dunno wat shld i do.

wat can i do.

hais.

for watever decision i will make in the future.

i reallie hope tat i will be happy.

=)

anyone wana go dxo on coming sat?

happy birthday to jin long!

happy birthday to ya wen!

=D

had been working like mad last weekend.

wc over.

italy got it.

-_-

1 event end for my store's busy-ness.

waiting for end of national dae.

den we are not like busy like mad.

wo ren!

my silly mgr june.

who had made mi cry.

like wat u told mi.

'we live together we die together'

u help mi.

i help u.

at least u appreciate my help.

i felt glad.

although im damn tired at tat point of time.

i still stayed up to ehlp u.

juz bcoz of u.

bcoz u appreciate it.

u thanked mi.

yup!

juz simply working of u.

=D

hmm.

too bad.

u wun be reading wat i had juz said.

ytd din went to the simulation lab.

haa.

not onli mi.

michelle and jo oso din went so i oso lazy to go liao.

onli went for the telecomm lect 12 - 2.

den ciao.

din went for the wireless lect AGAIN!!

lol.

aft the telecomm lect.

met yun at town to watch superman.

i won the tix this time round.

haa.

den dinner at an italian restaurant at paragon.

den we walked all the way to ps den go home.

coz we are damn full.

lol.

todae.

lesson at 0800.

my ai ren presentation!

she formal!

wah.

haa.

hope everything goes on smoothly for her.

=)

my presentation next week.

not formal.

haa.

taking di's one.

so we no need to do.

juz modify.

clever ah.

lol.

she did SIA.

she presented last week liao.

still no results yet.

hais.

hmm.

yup.

ytd lesson at 1010.

i woke up at 0945.

-_-

recently im so lazy to wake up man.

jialat.

i onli reach my lab at 1100.

den the teacher ask mi when did i came in.

i told him i came in liao he nv see mi.

lol.

den lunch.

den 3240 tutorial.

den 1hr break.

den 3hrs simulation lab.

my simulation lab test on week 16.

coz im the last few mah.

-_-

haa.

den aft tat went home lor.

ya.

zhi wei reallie did came down ytd to treat dinner.

together wif shufang auntie, sao wee, ah yi and her daughter(ning ling or ling ning i forgot liao =p)

zhi wei juz bought N80 too!

omg!!

y is everybody having N80 liao?!?!

-_-

lol.

den aft dinner all came over to my hse.

coz zhi wei want to haf songs in his phone.

my brother settle wif him.

i watched my xing jing last episode.

haa.

den i realise my hse is on chaos man.

sao wee.

plus ah yi daughter.

plus zhi wei.

omg!!!

play like hell.

they dun haf nightmare.

i haf nightmare ah!

shufang auntie and sao wee left ard 2200++ coz henry uncle came and fetch them.

ah yi and zhi wei left ard 2300++.

hmm.

yup.

err.

im not avoiding him.

i juz hope to avoid to all his qns.

but he still sms and ask mi aft he left.

he sae he give mi 1mth time to consider.

omg.

but the prob is.

i think aft 1mth i still dunno wat to reply him.

if i noe.

i can juz reply him ytd liao.

argh!

wat shld i do?!

todae.

juz now.

went for maths tutorial at 0900.

ended ard 1030 ba.

den no band.

dunno y.

haa.

so came back home lor.

den working later dunno at 2000 or 2100.

till tml.

overnight.

wif june!!!

wahaha.

if not i oso dun wan.

tml oso overnight.

world cup final.

i work coz if i work den my lao bu want to work.

if not she dun wan.

so i sacrifice to work lor.

lol.

bhb.

im thinking of tat qns every now and then...

lesson started at 0800 todae.

was mobile applications.

we oli left wif 2 more weeks to do the sms project!!!

omg.

dunno can complete or not leh.

i always got help from michelle de.

wat she do.

i follow lor.

haa.

but different project lah.

aft teacher helped us.

she went to helped others.

den we met probs.

dunno how to solve.

die liao.

she got no time to come our side.

so we din continue wif our project.

guess wat we did.

we plays sims2!

lol.

we played sims2 using hp.

pro ah.

quite interesting.

mi sort of addicted le ba.

wahaha!

=D

aft tat is 3241 de lab.

den lunch wif ai ren.

met di and nisa at mac.

den aft tat was mobile app de lecture.

was having lecture quiz.

lol.

lecture quiz?!

kinda stupid i guess.

we all was 'copying' like nobody's business.

lol.

but lucky was lecture quiz lah.

if its class de paper quiz.

i sure fail like siao.

ya.

i did go for lecture.

but nv listen to the lecture once.

wahaha.

the lecturer keep on 'heh heh heh' during lecture.

-_-

bth.

den aft tat end sch liao.

ard 1345 ba.

went home.

surfed net.

was damn tired.

wanted to go jogging de.

but ard 1600++ i went to slp.

guess wat time i woke up.

2130.

LOL!!!

so im still awake now.

hmm.

panda juz msn mi tat he is going off singapore later in the morning.

im sad when he told mi this.

my senior is leaving liao.

still not sure he coming back or not.

best wishes to my senior panda ba!

=)

oh ya!

my store 2 indo crews oso left on 5july.

eko and heri.

yup.

seems like no more new crews coming in.

die.

we gonna suffer liao.

-_-

mother sae tat zhi wei coming tml to gif a treat for my bro for his bdae.

heard tat asked mi along too.

hais.

sometimes how i wished 5yrs ago i had made the correct decision.

i think im a happie little ger now.

but.

wat is done is done.

i cant turn back now.

im not regreting but juz felt sad for wat i had done.

todae sch suppose to start at 1010.

i already woke uo ard 0730 as my alarm rang mah.

den saw my hp.

got msg.

frm jo.

'yoh! italy win germany.. haha..'

the time she msg mi was 0537.

haa.

read tat msg.

dunno y back to my dreamland again.

lol.

woke up.

guess wat time?

ard 0910.

and my lesson start at 1010.

haa.

i sian half lor.

thinking wana go or not.

msg jo she going or not.

nv reply mi.

shld be still sleeping.

den i took a bath.

nv rush wor.

sort of still tajing my own sweet time.

haa.

jia lat sia mi.

coz lucky is comm skills.

den i left hse at 1000.

and i can reach sch at 1030 sia.

lucky mi.

no need spend time waiting for both buses.

den walked to blk s.

reach tut room ard 1040 ba.

and.

im not the latest.

lol.

=D

pro ah.

den lesson end at 1200.

den had lunch at canteen.

wif ai ren and gang.

aft awhile she went off to look for her johan.

den i saw diana at canteen.

so went over to look for her.

aft awhile den i realise beng is oso at the same table.

haa.

den the 3 of us talked.

abt wat?

world cup.

lol.

talk talk talk.

its onli like 1300.

and my maths start at 1500.

den i tell di lets go north point shop shop.

den she frm there oso can go home.

den we reallie went north point.

shop till ard 1430.

took bus back to sch for maths lor.

yup.

got my maths results le.

got B.

hmm.

had been aged have not got any B for maths.

=x

tot i will be sad or wat.

but actually im not sad at all.

hmm.

y?

mayb like wat dr lim sae ba.

its juz a optional elective.

dun stress urself too much.

quite true ba i guess.

hmm.

will try to get an A for it for my exam and whole module ba.

=)

received a msg frm dee saeing tat josias wana remove my store de party room in few months times.

so kallang no more party store.

wth.

i find it ridiculous lor.

kallang is so damn well known for party.

now they wana remove the party room so tat to haf more sittings for customers.

wat a reason.

den we stars do wat?

jobless?

-_-

hafta run station lor.

hmm.

i dun reallie mind lah.

but.

seriously i think i will miss having fun wif kids lor.

if the saeing is true.

but.

i hope its not true.

i still love to conduct party.

=)

hmm.

juz found out sth.

but.

in the beginning.

i expected tat liao.

i had been ignoring calls these few daes.

hmm.

-_-

oh ya.

germany is out.

italy won the match ytd night.

ya im wrong lor.

but for the match later.

france vs protugal.

FRANCE will win.

and i predict france will get the world cup.

since germany is out liao.

haa.

lets see ba.

tml lesson at 0800.

i feel tat sch daes time will pass faster den having exams or test.

haa.

quoted this from someome somewhere.

'sometimes.. life is like this..'

hmm.

lesson started at 0800 this morning.

ended at 1500.

den met yun at bugis.

shopping!

haa!

=D

but oso did not buy so much stuffs.

bought a bath salt intro-ed by her.

ya.

will try using mask soon ba.

haa.

and oso collected my wet seal top frm yun.

den aft bugis we went to far east to huant for shoes.

but like dun haf.

-_-

later match.

germany vs italy.

GERMANY GO GO GO!!!

=D

but my class ppl sae italy leh.

but stll got michelle sae germany.

jo sae draw.

-_-

lets see ba.

mayb i will watch ba.

hmm.

see how first.

oh ya.

ytd was uploading all my pics.

den hor.

forgot to upload one which is nice.

done my my ai ren.

nice?

ai ren ah.

ur blog rotting liao lah.

go and update lah.

lol.

=D

hmm.

oh ya!

last sat yay yu we aka fish tail came to store to visit us.

my ex-colleauge.

she sae she wana celebrate her 21st bdae at mac.

she wan mi to conduct her party.

lol.

OH YA!!!

serene pung shi yun FINALLY resign liao.

lol.

im bad ah.

ya.

WATEVER!!

i dun gif a damn to it.

and tat ivy lim iye wei becoming more and more guai lan liao.

bth her.

she bloddy hell dun appreciate my help.

FINE!

i juz walked away lor.

and sorry.

REALLIE SORRY!!!

i scolded her.

=(

ya!

i promised to change my temper k?

hais.

work can juz made mi stress and lose my temper.

and oso.

last week ba.

ppl was telling mi y am i working 'so hard'.

seriously.

if i dun work.

i think my family cant survive good.

wif my tat brother who is damn lazy to work.

aka good-for-nothing.

and wif my tat fucking father.

and wif my mother's monthly damn low income.

my pay is even higher den her's lor.

hais.

so dun ask mi y am i working so hard anymore le ba.

hmm.

btw.

ya.

i reallie HATE my father.

i noe 'hate' is a veri strong word.

but i onli can use tat word for mi to describe him.

dun ask mi y.

sure i got my own reasons.

its a damn fucking long story.

it started since im young.

guess wat.

now my greatest wish is to become 21yrs old quickly.

den i can rent a hse.

den can shift out wif my mother.

see my brother wana follow or not lah.

den haf a peacefully life wif my mother.

hmm.

sometimes i reallie think shld i study uni if i haf the chance in the future.

of coz i wan to study.

but my greatest problem is.

where to get my sch fees.

ya.

can loan.

but still hafta pay some percentage of it.

den my daily expense leh?

this and tat leh?

hais!

dunno lah!

when can my life be better?!

i shld believe in this cheng yu.

'xian ku hou tian'

ya.

hopefully ba.

=)

hmm.

i hafa sae tat im real freaking damn busy recently.

not other stuffs but WORK!!

i can juz stay in my store for more den 10 hrs.

reason?!

world cup 2006!!

live telecast in my store.

coz of tat.

im oso such of addicted is watching soccer.

kinda shock tat england and brazil is out.

lost to portugal and france!!

-_-

haa.

and oso last sat de SYF at stadium.

PLUS!!

NDP reharsal!!!

hell man!!

work until siao.

damn lot ppl.

all of us are so irrtated lor.

haa.

i think my store de ppl hafta busy till aft national dae ba.

made till some of my crews wana resign.

-_-

xing ku wo le.

hmm.

btw.

im working overnight on world cup final.

anybody wana watch can go my store and watch.

sun bian 'visit' mi.

lol.

but will be DAMN LOT ppl de.

muz go early and book seats.

wahaha!

=D

oso saw kai xin and my store when im working.

hmm.

ya.

commont test over liao.

well.

kinda sad and dissapointed.

rf engineering.

always go for lect.

and everything lah.

nv skip de.

but ended up i did badly.

although haven got results.

i noe i had done badly.

like wat ai ren said.

reallie felt guilty.

hais.

feel like no face to go to her lect lor.

she is so nice.

ARGH!!

feel bad!!

=(

and wireless.

tat stupid module.

for 8 weeks i like onli max attend 3 lect.

somemore halfway ciao de.

den juz now went to ai ren de tutorial.

the lecturer was going thru the common test paper.

i pass the test.

wth!!

nv attend lect can pass.

attend lect did badly.

wat logic sia!!

den i was saeing tat if ever i can pass the wireless paper even though nv attend lect.

den todae i kept my promise.

i skipped the lect.

ai ren too.

lalala``

went home.

surf net.

den went jogging.

=)

oh ya!

my telecomm paper.

was alright lah.

can get a D satified le.

coz i noe wat i noe.

hmm.

common test over.

its juz the beginning.

projects dueing.

presentation coming.

lab test coming.

exam coming.

SEE!

haa.

now let mi update some stuffs when my com was down weeks ago.

we went to celebrate my ai ren 21st bdae on 14june at paris tamp.

ai ren's moomoo cake from her ai ren ME!! =p

shuyi, ai ren and me =)

all of us!!

front(L-R): johan, kailin aka my ai ren, suet, ling li

back(L-R):shuyi, sandi, boon, wei sen aka da ge

the rest of the pics will be uploaded in my photo album.

=)

and oso had my store crew outing on 20june.

the date was 20062006.

wow.

not chose it purposely de.

haa.

4 kallang STARs`` multi racial wor``!!

me and faridah's daughter.

i oso got this 2 pic taken using my phone.

forgot to bring camera.

-_-

some cute cakes taken when im working.

kids now are reallie fortunate.

can get such nice cakes.

during our times?

haa.

strawberry shortcake

cars

winnie the pooh and friends

winnie the pooh

tweety bird

and oso saw this on ndp reharsal when im working.

3 helicopters with singapore flag

and oso had celebrated xiu er jie and june san jie bdae at fish n co.

they got kiss from their darling.

i oso had mine!!!

from..

IRIS!!!

lol!!!

=D

LOOK..

@_@

i juz simply LOVE them to the MAX lor!

i think tats all i got to update.

haa.

hmm!

i think i shld juz start the ball rolling instead of mi waiting.

if not.

i will suffer more i guess.

but.

im afraid i got no courage to do wat i wanted to do when the time reach.

tats wat i had been always been doing.

which had made mi feel like a failure.

hais.

wait for my good news k.

hope i will be happie back again like b4.

=)

hais.

ya.

i hate this too.

y is there always problem when my tests and exams are going on.

juz made mi got more things to fan abt.

last sem de common test.

coz of 'him'

last sem de exam.

heart broke.

now de common.

this prob.

tian ah!!

plz bless mi my upcoming exam nth will happen k?

i dun wana fan more things.

it will juz made mi cant haf 100% de concentration.

keep on fen xin.

thinking of this.

thinking of tat.

argh!

god.

bless mi.

hmm.

think shld go temple one of these daes le.

juz told mi mother i quite long din visit temple le.

ya.

indeed its veri long ago ever since i last visited.

=)

back to my notes again.

hope i wun think much ANYMORE.

wish mi luck k?

and i will do my best!

ciao!

=D

mugging..

this week like passing so slow.

-_-

still studying.

dunno wat time im gonna slp.

hmm.

a lot of thinking up in my mind.

hmm.

oh..

gonna change my blogskin aft my common test.

kinda boring le.

haa.

stopping here liao.

hafta study le.

ciaoz``

yup.

i reallie stayed at home.

poor mi?

nah.

will get use to it one dae.

tml wireless paper.

last week there were a few daes abt rumours on wireless paper de formulae sheet.

given or not given.

had made all of us so confuss.

i ask michelle to call either lecturer or tutor to ask.

i dun wana call coz both like sot sot de.

LOL!

=D

in the end.

dunno how michelle noe.

its given.

tats good lah.

i oso rmb its given.

not possible dun gif de lah.

if reallie not given.

juz memorise those formulae enough le.

no need study theory liao.

-_-

haa.

ya.

still haf lotsa stuffs to update.

haf not upload my pics.

aft my common test ba.

ytd the ch8 2000 de show

'its showtime'

i received email asking to support.

coz one of the team is from bartley.

ya.

den i watched.

omg.

seriously.

is damn not good lor.

sorry bartleyans.

there is reallie alot for u guys to improve on.

=)

hmm.

let mi count.

aft common test.

den its week 12 le.

den study till week 17.

week 18 exam.

ya.

aft exam.

IM OFF FROM SCH!!!

lol.

den its my attachment and fyp.

still dunno which come first.

fast ar.

its juz less den 2mths.

my poly life coming to the end soon le.

sad?

happy?

OH YA!!!

saw tat beng leong ytd in sch.

kena suan-ed by him.

he onli haf 2 common test paper yet i haf 4?!?!

include my maths.

wth.

-_-

1 down.

3 to go.

wish mi best of luck ba!

hope i can do well.

=)

fuck.

everything juz change aft 2 weeks.

hais.

met jinlong and gang in the morning at canteen to do last revison b4 the paper.

den went for the paper.

omg.

think flung le ba.

doing halfway i was like counting my marks liao.

count count count.

oso dunno can pass or not.

ya.

hopefully.

pray hard tat i can pass.

get a D i oso satisfied.

dun fail can le.

=)

den aft paper.

no where to go.

so went home lor.

walked out wif michelle and sum shen.

michelle bought N80!!!

-_-

haa.

hmm.

hais.

seriously i reallie duno wat had happen.

im reallie sad.

but i tried to be happy.

the feeling was like even worst than breaking up wif bf.

hais.

can someone juz enlighten mi?

=(

where will i be tml?

i dunno.

no where ba i guess.

how i wish can go back to those daes.

wat we did during holidaes.

everything..

everything...

and

EVERYTHING!!!

hais.

i reallie envy the friendship between june and faridah.

although the both of them often quarrel over some matters.

they like quarrel till raising voice to each other.

but not shouting to each other.

despite all the quarrel and everything.

they are still best friends.

i can see tat their friendship among the both of them wun break.

they often quarrel coz both of them got different character.

and oso different opinion for most things.

yup.

tats all for now.

will update soon.

a quick update of myself.

i FINALLY got my haircut.

and oso had coloured my hair.

wif xiu.

yup.

a new suet ba.

=)

had been studying overnight past 1 week plus.

and slp for like 2hrs?

haa.

pro?

well.

siao ba i guess.

my LAST common test liao.

so juz PIANG ah!!!

lol.

den juz now met jinlong in sch to study.

hmm.

for the whole 2 weeks break i din even step into nyp.

ya.

for the first time.

hais

sad to sae.

things reallie change.

i had learnt not to grumble but to accept.

im proud to sae tat.

i had learnt to be alone.

to be independent.

stop relying on others.

relying on others juz lead mi to no where.

afterall 'loneliness' is not as bad as i tot.

hmm.

but i still felt terrible deep in my heart although i sae i can be alone.

tats my life ba.

i cant force ppl and demand them to change their decision.

sometimes i reallie felt tired of my life...

HI everyone!!!

IM BACK!!!

for those who dunno.

tot i had mia-ed or wat.

MY COM IS DOWN!!!

for almost a mth man.

can u imagine life w/o com.

i had it b4.

it reallie sux.

but manage to get someone.

to fix it.

hmm.

actually he's my kindergargrden's classmate's father.

haa.

but im not tat close my my kindergarden classmates(well they are twins! =D)

their sister is oso my brother kindergarden classmate too!

lol.

but my mother still keeping contact wif their mother.

ask my mother to get her friend de husband to come over to fix my SHITY com.

so..

see the link?

lol.

had re-formated the com.

everything gone ba.

but got backup some of my files.

den.

i got alomst 50 new mails.

my goodness.

had acutally missed out some of the stuffs.

argh!

well.

for the past few had had happended lotsa stuffs.

im not gonna update.

NO TIME!!!

tml starting of my common test week liao!!!

wish mi all the best ba.

will slowly update ba.

=)

most of my friends.

esp my jies.

had finished their common test le.

ya.

xin ku ni man le.

and they can juz relax for 2 weeks.

unlike mi.

relax and still hafta chiong for common tests.

argh!

hais.

ok.

better stop grumble le.

oh ua.

saw weeloon a few times in sch le.

he now doing his FYP le.

aft his attachment.

he told mi tat FYP de report is like DAMN thick?!

and he doing his FYP solo.

wun be easy ba.

wah.

all the best to mi ba.

btw.

he is taking wireless too!

WIRELESS ROX!!

-_-

lame mi.

lol.

todae sch at 1000.

3242 lab was going thru past yr paper too.

den lunch wif ai ren and gang at fj.

den telecomm de tutorial.

i fell asleep.

like nobody business.

lol.

aft tat tut was another break.

i continued to slp.

shiock sia.

wahaha.

den woke up at 1500 for lab.

was like stoning and blur.

went to the lab.

the com unlike ours de.

its special lor.

den hang.

the screen black out.

dunno y.

yong jin wanted to off and on.

i told him better dun do tat.

wait kena.

den wait till tat idiot bobdog to come.

told him abt our com.

den he hafta restart.

den we hafta change com here and there.

wasted our time.

but we still managed to finished it on time.

lab test on week 15 and 16.

individual liao.

scary.

wait forget thisforget tat den die liao.

yup!

confirm next wed going paris le.

wif my ai ren.

and her classmates.

looking forward for tat!

=D

di not sure going or not.

SHE not going.

she's working.

expected de lah.

ai ren ask for the sake of asking nia.

haa.

hmm.

somehow will feel weird wired when hang ard wif them ba.

kind of extra ba.

ya.

kind of sensative to this kind of stuff de.

ya.

decided to work more often coz to earn more money.

haa.

=p

tml sch at 0900.

den band.

den work at 1500.

yup!.

=)

back from work.

june was still there when i reached.

she was doing her schedule.

she remind mi to be careful.

not to bullied by 'them'

hmm.

and oso.

promised to help her work on my hols liao.

12june(mon) - 0900 to 1700.

while she doing opening.

15june(thurs) - 1400 to 2300.

while she doing m3.

ya.

same timing as mi.

lalala.

think will haf great time working wif her man.

=D

this sat working at 1500 to 2300.

sun working at 0900 to 2100?!

lol.

12hrs?!

suet is pro de.

wahaha!

=D

hmm.

ya.

and oso heard a saddening and shockening news.

samuel was kena terminated.

OMG!!!

seriously i dun believe it lor.

i trust him he is not tat kind of person will do tat kind of thing.

but.

onli god noes whether he reallie did it ot not.

hais.

reallie sad.

lucky he is not terminated from kallang.

if not i will cry ba.

ya.

coz few yrs back ron and william oso kena terminated.

i cried.

and aft tat i missed them DAMN much lor.

hais.

when will i get to see samuel again?

aft last sun tat matter.

ivy comms to june in the comms book.

'shooting' june.

wtf lor.

she comms till as if she is the RM lor.

idiot her!

ya!

june told mi tat she was scolded by customer.

usinf the 'fuck' word.

FUCK lor tat customer.

bth this kind of ppl.

like wat june said.

all customers sux.

ya.

i agreed.

josias is back AGAIN in my store.

coz audrey going for 1 mth leave or watever lah.

not my prob.

i think he come back den start to create trouble liao.

siao liao.

-_-

juz now serene asked june to go opening at ubkr on 14june.

think shld be coz of tat incident.

den i kept on giving june eye signal to her saeing 'no!'

coz on 14june im working together wif her.

i dun wana work wif serene.

if reallie tat happen.

den i might not go work lor.

last min appointment lor.

who cares?!

i dun gif a damn!!

=x

reallie feel sad for samuel...

.....

....

...

..

.

..

...

....

.....

tml sch at 1000.

wana sleep liao.

having headache liao.

good night everyone.

sweet dreams.

take care.

^_^

happie 19th birthdae to my er jie!

hee!

=p

hope u had a nice dae even though u having ur tests.

sorry din manage to blog it ytd coz was rushing my report.

-_-

hmm.

ytd ah.

comm skills at 1000.

end at 1130.

tot i will be alone till 1500 for my maths.

heng ah.

michelle volunteered to acc mi.

thanx man.

AI REN!!

by the time u called mi.

im already on train liao.

'next stop.. khatib'

hee.

ps ah.

cant acc u to wait for ur johan.

=x

we went north point for long john.

den went to ur hse.

coz she hafta change shoes and go for her driving lesson.

we left at 1330.

so she acc mi till den lor.

at least better den nth.

went back to sch.

reached ard 1400.

den rot at elp.

surf net till 1500.

den go for maths.

was revising for common test.

lesson end at 1645.

den went home.

i went for jogging!

reallie!

believe or not.

i always wanted to jog ard my hse area de.

but always i deceided to go.

it rain.

two times already.

lucky ytd weather was not bad.

hee.

feel so nice when jogging.

if ever i got the chance to retake my 2.4.

i think i wun fail till so jialat ba.

haa.

den had dinner.

den watched tv.

DEN!

fuck!

my bro dun let mi use com.

IDIOT HIM!!!

argh!

damn freaking angry.

ended i finished my report ard 2+am.

-_-

den todae.

lesson at 0800.

went elp to print out my report,

den our tat lab teacher nv come.

the telecomm lecturer came.

he like dunno anything lor.

den todae my project got no improbement.

sian.

den wireless lab.

no lab oso.

went thru past yr paper.

aft tat waited ai ren for lunch.

haa.

den she tried my 'cookies'

she sae like eating brownie.

pro ah mi.

cookie can made till like brownie.

lol.

den went to the bo liao lect.

i oso nv listen.

almost fell asleep.

haa.

den went home.

wanted to go for jogging again.

but raining.

-_-

and hor.

was called to work oso.

so i agreed to work.

better ba.

better den staying at home quarrel wif my bro over using com.

hais.

how i wish i got my own com man.

=(

hmm.

abt my hols cravings.

mayb not tat le ba.

coz agreed june to help her work on 12june liao.

and i told her im having hols.

initially she dunno de.

hmm.

aiya.

tell her lor.

nvm.

den mayb 14 or 15june going paris wif ai ren.

den 19june shld be going for rebonding.

den 20june my store crew outing.

going seoul garden.

omg!

-_-

haa.

im like quite bz le sia.

but i still hafta study for common test!

dunno study wif who sia.

ai ren and mi both gone case de.

lol.

hmm.

ai ren ah.

wat shld i get for ur bdae?

shld i get u..

siew mai?

hotdog?

sausage?

moo cake?

well.

depend on my mood ba.

=p

=XxX

world cup starting.

ya.

not my prob.

BUT!

my store got live telecast.

wth!

i was telling june can i destroy the plasma tv.

den no more telecast liao.

lol.

sian.

confirm got ALOT world cup SIAO come de.

bth.

haa.

=D

off to work liao.

bye!

take care everyone!

=D

this will be a long post i suppose.
so plz read it till the end.
hee.
=p

hmm.
firstly.
thanx for ur sms and taggies.
reallie made mi feel tat im not alone.
although u cant be beside mi when i feel terrible.
but i reallie feel glad when i see words of caring-ness from u.
thanx.
=D

next.
abt my weekend work.
still as stressful.
dunno from when every weekend i work is real stressful.
hais.
i shouted at the riders.
but they are in the wrong in the first place.
they want drinks.
we gif them drinks.
they want food.
we gif them food.
now we juz need a favour from them they heck care.
wtf is this man.
we bloody hell so damn busy.
they are suppose to help us wrap trays when they got no orders.
they juz jolly well sitting outside smoking.
fuck.
i was damn angry and fed up lor.
i talked to them nicely they dun wan.
den i sort of shouted at them.
or rasied my voice.
watever they described as lah!
'we pay u not for u to sit outside and smoke.'
den they angry.
went to tell june i scold them.
sae lah.
whose fault in the first place?
i confirm plus chop garentee wif my head tat.
'IM NOT WRONG!'
if they reallie wana angry wif mi.
i reallie got nth to sae.
the worst thing is.
june mistaken tat it was ivy who went to scold them.
so june 'scolded' ivy instead of mi.
when june told mi tat she scolded ivy.
i did not hesitate and told her.
'not ivy. its mi'
june stunned.
i shouted at them.
they angry.
june shouted at them.
they obeyed her.
wat is this?!
reallie made mi feel demoralise lor.
hais.
reallie dunno how to educate those riders.
the whole store onli june can talk to the.
they onli listen to june.
and oso another suitation made mi feel demoralise.
i asked 1 of my crew to tack in his shirt.
he ans mi.
'huh.. u boss ar?'
hais.
how will u feel if u are treated tat way.
lucky
janice heard wat the crew replied mi.
janice told him.
'ya.. i sae so!'
hais.
now de crews are reallie difficult to teach and educate.
how i wish time can reallie turn back..

ya!
customers reallie sux!
reallie hope tat u all not one of them tat im describing.
how i wish customers can haf some sense of simple understanding.
so damn bloody lot of customers.
the queue till the door and somemore had a u-turn.
use BUTT and think oso noe tat need to queue for some time lah!
queue a few min longer like will hungry to death.
seriously i dunno y customers can queue for kfc for half an hr oso wun make noise.
den!
customers queue at mac for more den 10mins wana complaint liao.
na beh!
wana complaint.
jolly well complaint till u song lah!
kfc dun even care abt complaint de lor.
and mac so damn mind abt complaint.
argh!
wat to do.
mac is famous world wide.
think lah.
we ppl inside so damn busy working so hard to serve u.
u hungry we not hungry de meh.
we not tired de meh.
plz lah.
we are human too lor.
will hungry and will tired de lor.
will customer ever understand tat?!
i doubt so.
on sun i started work at 1230.
went for my break at 1630.
was busy all the way till 2300.
NON-STOP!
imagine!
im already damn hungry at night le.
but we dun haf the time to stop.
dun even haf the time to haf a drink lor!
still hafta continue to work.
i was DAMN hungry and i almost fainted.
outside customers noe?!
NO!!!
THEY DUNNO!!!
ARGH!!!
my store de ppl always sae.
shld let them stand in our shoes and they will noe how we feel.
recently i work hor.
work 1 dae i think i will old faster.
im always lose my temper during work.
hai.
although this job.
made mi angry.
made mi lose temper.
made mi scold ppl.
made mi shout at ppl.
made mi sad.
made mi cry.
i still like my job.
dun ask mi y.
like mean like ba.
=)

june is the scheduler now le.
suddenly thinking of wana help her to get more crews.
one way is to call those ex crews back.
most of them in my mind all having o's this yr.
so not going to disturb them.
will call them back aft their o's.
provided im still there lah.
mayb oso provided june is still the scheduler lah.
hmm.
but got someone in my mind.
wana ask back.
but i dun dare ba.
...
will talk to june abt this ba.
=)

ok.
enough of fruatration on customers.
enough of my work stuffs.
back to my new week of sch.
its week 8 le.
last week of the first half semester liao.
align="center">next week.
week 9 and 10 is term break.
the rest of the poly can enjoy during their term break.
while nyp student cant.
coz we having common test aft term break while the rest of the poly had their common test b4 term break.
izzit good or bad?
you hao you huai lah.depend how u think abt it.hmm.
shld be not going m'sia le.

SADED!!
=(
if go back.
i wanted 1 whole week!
hais.
dunno lah.
if staying here.
i wana go sun-tan.
go kbox.
go rebonding.
my main motive of going m'sia is for rebonding!
its cheaper and my cousin had a saloon there.
but..
=p
mayb clubbing if got ppl jio mi go.
wana go db o this time round.
wana try the cheap drink there.
haa!
see lor.
=D
enough of my hols craving le ba.
haa.

ytd sch was alright ba.
lesson at 0900.
and ai ren came to sch early for lunch.
shocked!
haa.
coz she had not joining mi for mon lunch for 2 weeks le.
i had been having mon lunch wif michelle.
so michelle joined mi wif them this time round.
and still got shuyi and sandi and boon.
hmm.
den had lect.
ai ren and mi was like.
gossiping ard?
lol.
and ai ren's acting skills was superb man.'ai ren! thanx for ur acting! =D'
and SHE.
seems like becoming more bitchy le.
bth.
anyway not my tai ji.
had not been seeing her for like 2 weeks liao?
haa.
good ah.
=p
den i sneaked into ai ren's de tutorial class.
so scary when tat bo tak taking attendance.
lol.
den went for the wireless elq.
sux.
argh.
reallie dun understand the module lor.
AI REN!!! I NEED HELP TOO!!! JIU MING AH!!!
went for the lect.
i didan wana go de.
but dunno y ai ren wana go.
coz last week mah.
so i went too.
i went there oso slp there.
lol.
woke up when onli he going thru the study guide.
he might as well dun go thru lor.
juz read out from there.
i oso noe how to read.
haa.
den aft sch met yun at cine at 1830.
she won 'almost love' movie tix from 933.
asked mi to go.
ya.
i dunno y she always haf the luck lor.
she won dunno how many pair of tix le lor.
haa.
or i dun haf patient in called 933?
lol.
=D
the movie was nice.
hee.

todae sch start at 0800.
was tired.
slept quite late the dae b4.
had the 3hrs lect.
den lunch.
den telecomm de lab.
did to do lab todae.
was going thru the past yr paper.
we are assigned to do particular qns.
i did it wif xuning.
-_-"
haa.
1 qns.
ours is 3 parts.
ONLY.
and guess how much time our teacher gave us.
1hr!
wth.
1hr for 1 3parts qns.
not writing essay leh.
juz write the defination nia.
oso need 1hr.
siao lang.
we finished within like.
10mins?
aft tat i slp lor.
till the next hr he go thru the ans den i wake up.
wah.
tat teacher reallie siao!
>_<
den went to the bo tak tutorial.
he finished ai ren's class within 45min.
he finished ours within 30mins.
pro ah he.
yi tian bi yi tian kuai.
lol.
=D
den aft sch liao.
michelle ask mi acc her go ps interview at secret recipe.
i acc-ed her.
her interview was successful.
she starting work next week liao.
den aft her interview we went carrefour shopped.
we bought the flour for baking cookies.
the one i loved ai ren made!
but too bad her oven spoilt le.
=x
den reached home.
i made.
haa.
cookies suppose to be crispy de hor.
mine is like quite soft.
as if like eating cake.
the taste is there lah.
juz tat dun haf the cookies de feeling nia.
lol.
tml sch at 1000 to 1700 coz of my maths lect.
will be bored again while waiting for it AGAIN.
hais.
see i got anything to do or anywhere to go or not ba.
hmm.
well.
im trying to control my diet recently.
had been gain weight le!
ARGH!!!
=X

im like always left alone while the rest are always paired up.
hais.
=(

im sad now.

damn sad.

terribly sad.

dun ask mi y.

its like out of sudden de.

i juz wana cry out loud.

anyone can tell mi wat happen to mi?!

anyone experienced tat b4?

hais!

SHINYI!!!

I NEED A BREAK TOO!!

ARGH!!

half a yr had gone.

and its june now.

time reallie flies.

hmm.

alot ppl bdae.

2 of my jie's 19th bdae.

my ai ren's 21st bdae.

dan's 23rd bdae.

dee's 21st bdae.

my bro bdae.

and i oso realised june's and yun's bro's bdae oso on june.

haa.

alot bdaes ah.

hmm.

and..

and..

and..

oso his 19th bdae.

will i still bother to send him a 'happy birthdae' msg?

SHAN!!

juz add 2 more mths to ur counting and it will be my 19th bdae!

=P

im reallie NOT in the correct mood.

anybody and help mi?

crying``

i went to sch for 3hrs nia.

2hrs of mobile app proj.

den elp.

suppose to be 2hrs.

lucky is elp.

so finish assignment can go liao.

i was sort of having headache.

hangover?

haa.

den i din do.

copied jo's and michelle's.

opps!

=x

den michelle and mi was the first to leave elp.

haa.

i noe y ytd night mos hav FAR TOO MUCH ppl liao.

jo told mi tat ytd got 'underage party'.

NO WONDER!!

wanted to slp de.

but..

ended up no.

haa.

sometimes im juz thinking TOO FAR liao.

hais.

look at the time now.

its 0519.

midnight!!

haa.

i juz reached home from mos.

sudden?

last min?

such of ba.

i reallie spent my wed well.

woke up at 0700.

to go my mother's workplace to help her wif her work.

den went to store at 1300 to calculate the BP incentives.

aft tat went to toa payoh to take 159 to sch.

b4 tat i went to preordered 5566 taiwan concert dvd.

helped xiu oso.

ya.

den took 159 to sch for my maths lect at 1500 to 1700++.

aft maths lect.

met yun ard 1745 for gym.

AFT TAT.

went home.

bathed.

had dinner.

den went mos.

y?

haa.

coz during maths lect.

i suddenly receive sms from joey.

'ger wana go mos tonight?'

i was like.

'huh'

lol.

den i sae ok lor.

her buddy went too.

named jerry.

he is a cock-ster.

talk cock num 1.

lol.

met joey ard 2315.

i waited for her for abt an hr!!

omg.

coz she cant get a single cab.

hmm.

second time went to mos liao.

kinda boring ba.

mainly is coz FAR TOO MUCH ppl liao.

reallie lor.

bth.

joey bought a jar of cranberry vodka.

we 2 share.

den jerry took beer.

i drank some too.

i think is the first time i can take the taste of beer.

coz i dun like beer de taste de mah.

i find it sux.

but juz now.

i found the taste was ok leh.

haa.

we left ard 0330.

den my sch later at 0800.

i told them im not going to slp.

if not sure cant wake up de.

so nice of them acc mi talk at liang court de mac.

we had a drink there.

talk cock.

talk rubbish lor.

im tired liao lor.

but still hafta tong.

but we oso left mac ard 0415.

coz joey was asked to go NBR to take schedule.

hmm.

ok lor.

reached home ard 0430 ba.

ya.

reallie not going to slp.

later go for mobile app de lab.

den wireless de elp.

den ciao le.

not going for the mobile app de lect.

go oso useless.

hope can leave the elp erlier.

den can go home slp.

lol.

joey working at 1400.

at least she can slp b4 work.

feel like slping now.

omg.

how?!